my holiday over liao... tmr back to AV le... afterall, still have to face it. Thanks to all the ladies in SMU- Alice, Stella, Li Ling, Anne, Efy, Sabeena.. love you all.. muackzzz. Just enjoyed my days over there. Cause I get to have long lunch break, can find my dear, can have lunch with mama etc...
Tmr I am back to hell.
sometime I really no faith in myself. in all the things i do. I have let down the people around me, there to support me. sorry =(
once again, we face the same problem. =( very dishearted.

last week basically quite relax... cos at SMU, went back to HQ for retest, then also relief at East Point also.. relax also.. hee hee... went shopping n buy food whenever I feel like to.. hahha....
sat met my buddy n Fish. we went movie... The forbidden kingdom.. nice nice... haha... I like one part is when Jackie Chan was talking to the Young man... " You don't understand is because you are not listening". hahha...
At night meet buddy, Fish and Kelvin for a supper cum chat at Bedok Blk 85. haha... chit chat, plus some 'swanning'... haha... must meet up often okie... esp ah boi kelvin.. hahha

today still still 11 plus, went to tiong bahru market makan. after makan, walk down to market, then saw a ppl fell down n vomit white foam sia... then no ppl call ambulance, so i called lo... "these" ppl only know how to see... offer help la...... after calling ambulance, we go off liao.. then police station called, lucky only ask some questions.

I am happy with what I have done today.. haha... this is a secret.. it will reveal only on 7 May... haha...

today is OC fellow most happiest day. cos is pay day with their good bonus. as for me. there is VB, but still, after paying this n that, i am back to my poor days... have to save up for my future le. no joke liao.

so happy in smu br.. the jokes, the ppl, the work, the flexibility that the manager gave to her colleagues. unlike that idiot branch. how i wish the CSM go to my branch. she is strict, but able to give us right directions, teach and guide me, even though i am not her branch people.

Tmr i am gg for the test, nervous, cant sleep... but y cant people show some concern.... ren ren chang shuo, gou tong zhong yao, ke shi..............

today work was just like factory, printing printing n printing.. see till my eyes wanna pop out liao...

today off work really early, 5.10pm left le. then went to rc buy ice cream, put bao smth then go meet peilian n cynthia, makan at xiao xuan feng. then we went to basement to have dessert. yummy yummy... chatted.... so funny.... regarding cyn's boi boi at HK airport... heehee.... planning to bangkok yr end.. hoping for the day to come.. heehee

after that go find family at everton park. sit a while then go home le...

awaiting for the prorate VB... haha....

after 2 days off, thursday back to work, was back to my own branch... end day ask me take a paper test... shit bank... I must tahan... after my holiday i will have new plan for myself...

then fatso ask me go SMU to relief until further notice.. so fri and sat was at smu... the teller damn slack.. no ppl de... then i was doing back room thing. printing n printing.. like back to the days when i work in office... sat after work rain v heavy sia... so took a cab back home... heehee...

today we went for qing ming.. v crowded lor.. there are some crazy ppl, bring their dog along.. so crowded le lor.. still bring dog to these places. after that went to redhill market with papa n mama.. bought something and home sweet home le.... suppose to go swimming de, but i sleeping n the sky seems like gg to rain, so we gg next sat.. =)

off for 2 days, ytd met white, shop n had ice cream.. haha.. nice nice baobao had luchie with us at CC... then he went home 1st cos gt rt... wahaha.. =P at night suppose to go mick's hs eat de... but daddy called a family gathering.. so have to push back.

hope my family prob can be solve asap....

today acc baobao go work, then go home, send my niece to sch, then go orchard to meet my buddy.. we shop, eat... hope i gt $ to get my mum a nice mother's day pressie... :/
shop till 6 plus then i go find mama liao... really headache over my family things....

you kou nan yan

tmr back to work. sian.. gg to see that fatso.... haiz.... she really can bang the wall n go n die... force ppl to resign....

take care friends. muack

• not going to open counter.. hope forever dun open.
• family problem make me feel like committing suicide. hope to vanish in this world forever.

MOST of the time i feel that I am alone. many things I dunno who to share with, who to talk to.